An Ode to my City

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I blew your ashes in the wind tonight,
At the bank of river Ganges.
I thought I saw an angel, hovering in the wind,
Frantically trying to grasp the blowing remnants.
Oh! But don’t worry,
It was just the bellowing smoke from the factory, playing tricks with my eyes.
Your ashes are safe in oblivion.
Thought you should know, I wasn’t alone.
I had company.
My childhood ecstasies,
My sickeningly sweet reveries,
My dreams splotched with hope,
My turbulent fantasies,
They were all there.
I saw their mocking glances
Heard their hushed whispers,
And tried to remember the time, when they didn’t seem like stranglers clutching at my throat.
That was a long time back, I guess.
I tried telling them “go away”.
I could only make a gurgling noise.

So, tonight when I was blowing your ashes,
I decided to blow away with them.
Strangely, I can breathe again now.
And I dared hoping, I will be happy.
Again.

Comments

  1. ArNesh5 September 2015 at 20:29

    Nice Lines!! The question is which factory are you talking about Raja Biscuit Factory?? :p

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  2. Unknown8 September 2015 at 08:01

    I won't disrespect this fragment of emotion by branding it with ordinary hackneyed adjectives like excellent or outstanding,for this piece of art here deserves much more.I love the romance that the lines exude

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  3. Sulagna8 September 2015 at 08:50

    Thank you Priyadarshini. :)

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